I have had so many ups and downs since the surgery, but I have tried to keep upbeat about it all and know that with hard work I can get back to normal again.
This last couple of weeks however, things took a turn for the worse. I don't really want to go in to any detail, but I can say my options are limited to:
1) ignore my consultants advice and go back to work
2) hand in my notice
3) continue with a new sick note for another month.
I have made myself ill all week with non-stop worrying about my short term & long term future. I went away with my parents for a few days last week hoping it would take my mind off things but unfortunately it's not worked. I wish I could switch my brain off and stop the thoughts going around my head.
Sorry for the negative post, I'm hoping to sort things over the next week or so, then I can start getting back to my normal self again.